Monday, July 30, 2007 Y
woots. woots.
today was tired llahs. keep on yawning & yawning llohs.. haiis..
pig horrhs. hees ;D but really bo bians llahhs. too tired ller.! ))`X
haiis.. today my friend dunnoe whye llahhs.. come to sch so quiet llohs..
she was really strange llahhs. bet something bad happen to her. if not... she wont
be like tht derrhs llOhs. she all the way quiet till after sch llehs.!
-heard ppl say because of love..? haiis.. ))`X
aiiyo.. in this world, do love really so important.!?
-maybe.? -dunnoe.? -no.?
aiiya.. love canns really make us gone crazy llahhs.!
-girl, cheer up alrights.? dun because of tht thing thn uue become like tht.
i noe tht euu are brave derrhs. inside your heart euu is strong derrhs rite.! euu wont because of tht thing thn like tht derrhs rite.? cheer up. smile.! dun keep thinking of tht llahs.!
acturally i oso like you before.. but nnow, i am learning to give up.!
something tht must really give up, just let it go..
dun force yourself to keep it. because it hurts more.! -understand..?
i really dun wish to see you like tht llahhs. i want to see your smile everyday whn
you come sch kkayys.? euu really gonna smile more llahhs.
cheer up alrights.? we jiayou together.. we smile together kkays.!
myy foreverr baby ((X.
-iloveyouuuus.!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
3:35 AM
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haiis.. ytd never post llahhs.
i was really tired llahhs.! wahahhas.. so today thn come back
and post llohs.! hees ;D
wahhh.. ytd anna llaOgong & myy precious nuerhs siewhui
go slack slack llohs. although it is only slack slack llahhs. but oso fun llahhs.! ((X
wahahhas.. aftertht jiu go ride bicycle. go car park ride first derrhs.. but .... ....
thr got many cars keep on coming up or going down.. thn jiu go other places..! haha
fun llahhs. hees ;D
aftertht 6something siewhui jiu go home ller llohs.. ))`X sad llahhs. cannot stay more llonger.
but nvm llahhs. we today oso got meet up sial. bllehhs.!
-anna llaOgong & siiewhui nuerhs..
iloveyouuuuus all really lots llahs.! i wont ever forget you all derrhs.!
-forever and ever i wont.! tht is my promise.
i wont make my promise empty derrhs. bllehs =P
TAKECARES GUYS ALRIGHTS.!
mwarks..
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
3:27 AM
Saturday, July 28, 2007 Y
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
9:10 PM
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haiis..
i miss my HAIRBAND & MY COMB LLAHHS. LOLS. abit lame alrights.? hees.
but i really miss it llohs.. so sad llahhs.! ))`X haiis..
)`X new want llohs.. sad llahhs. if not nnow canns oso wear it ller..
-who take it derrhs..? -cheebye llahhs. fcuker..!
I WANT BACK MY HAIRBAND & COMB LLAHHS. )X
haiis.. sad llahhs..
KNN. & fcuker.! i just buy not even over 1month llohs..
=((
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
9:01 PM
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Opps.. forget to say..
my hairband & comb lost llahhs.!
haiis..!! so sad llohs.. cant find.!
haiis..and somemore at carpark ridding bicycle tht time...
haiis.. FALL DOWN LLOHS.! sO paiisehs.because of tht stupid
water llahhs. so silply.. ~paiisehs llahs. marcus still say i stupid llohs. )`X aiiy0y0..
so paiin.! -Ouchhs.. -Ouchhs.
hees. nothing ller barrhs. i oso tired llerrhs.! yawns.. hees.! ;D
guys; nites.
takecare alrights.!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
11:10 AM
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hees.. yeahhs.
today peiis jiali Xiingans go kOvan buy shirts.
thn jiu go shops shops here, shops shops thr llohs.
fun nahhs. acturally my precious anna llaOgong got go derrhs,
but got a big heavy rain. thn she dunchs feel lyk going llerhs.
maybe too tireds.? -nvm llahhs. she gorts her own reason barrhs.!
next time llohs. thn aftertht she call us go llerhs, reach sengkang msg her bck.
thn we reach sengkang llerhs. msg her, she say she wanna go play computer with her
friends.. so cannot meet us llerhs.. ))`X
-anna llaOgongs.. i really miss youus lots llahhs.
nvm llahhs. next time meet up alrights.? )`X
thn aftertht jiu go slack slack with xiingans llohs.
thn slack awhile.. myy daddiie jiu call me llerhs.
he last week just go oversea mahs. thn today come bck llerhs.
woos.. woos. thn he say tht he brought a pants for me & shoes.
call me go home try llohs. =)) hees hees.
thn myy xiingans (jiali) jiu peiis me go home.
haha ;D acturally we oso want use toilet. hees hees.
thn aftertht jiu reach home llerhs. ;D
thn i on computer come send some picture to com llohs.
haha ((`X ... aftertht at night ; panda jiu come my house meet jiali her dear, hees ;D
thn he come llerhs, we go down slack slack.. coz scare halfway my daddiie will come back.
thn jiu go down llohs. aftertht my handphone forgot to take.. Opps..
so careless llahhs me. hees. =/ stupid alrights. haha.
thn i come back take..... jiu go bck find them again.. Zzz
go down llerhs.. jiu saw they all lyk quarrel sia. aiiyo.! because of blah blah blah. LOLS
-[dunchs always quarrel llahhs.] sad to see you all like tht llahhs.
must be sweet at all times.! aiiyoyo..
thn aftertht panda suddenly walk away llohs..! i was totally shock daO llahhs.
.......... thn i call him, he oso dunchs care.! aiiyO..
aftertht jiali jiu say go walk walk llohs. thn halfway saw marcus and one of his friends..
thn jiu go car park derrhs roof top slack llahhs. marcus was cute & funniie llahhs. hees. ;D
woos.. thn at the roof top panda jiu call me ask me jiali llehhs.
thn he come find us llohs. ;D thn he reach llerhs, they still all diam diam derrhs.
never talk.! but after awhile they jiu okayys ller llahhs.! :D
aiiyO =)) haha.. :D
dunchs always like tht llahhs.!
wahhhh seyy.. today post llong llong horrhs..
come back about 12plus going to 1pm llerhhs. aiiy0..! naughty llahhs. hees.
wahhhh.. so tired llahhs. yawns.!
@_@!!! going to bed sleeping lyk a piggy llerhs. haha =))
alrights; takecare guys.~goodnites.
yawns.. yawns..
hees.. hees ;D
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
10:49 AM
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it is really ture okays...
you gorts tu believe this..
[TRY OUT NOW]
and ........ your LOVES ONES will APPEAR.!
http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=944161
bbabey;Be my sweetest drug. will you.?
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
4:40 AM
Friday, July 27, 2007 Y
haiis..
todayy at sch keep On yawning & yawning..
seems to be so tired llahhs.
what the fcuking sch. aiiy0y0.
at chinese class didn`t really pay much attention llahs ))`X
-so siians mahhs, thn jiu start to talk to my friends llahhs. haha ((:X
we got all the laughs together llahhs. :D haha.
thn teacher oso keep On scolding us for not paying any attention ..
haha.. bad bad llahhs we all.! didn`t respect teacher horrhs..
hehe.. aftertht teacher just cant stand us.. thn she come to us
and take our EZ-link card llorrhs.. wahhhh piang.! what the fcuk..
after sch .... go find the teacher thn still cannot go yet. we all get punished..
what copy whole of the passage.. aiiyo.! so what sia.
talking nia mahhs. no need call us copy whole of the passage derrhs mahhs..
acturally today will be early go home derrhs llorrhs..
but.. .. because of tht stupid punishment. we have to copy finish lia0s thn canns go.!
))`X stupid llahhs.. fcuker.! but i oso never really blame the teacher llahhs..
haha :D she cares about us & our work, but we never even respect her..
aiiyoyo.. )`X teacher, i`m sorry about tht llahhs. didnt really mean it.
coz is really cant control mahhs.. somemore.. very siians llehhs.! hehehe..
we promise wont ller llahhs. haha :D
sometimes we really want sleep llorrhs.! haiis..
))`X
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
4:53 AM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 Y
haiis.. i have been kept thinking of you this few days
llahhs. *just cant stop it*
boy; you are myy sweetest drug tht i addicted, & i love & and oso miss..
i just wish to hug you tight tight llahhs.
the more i love you... the hardest i cant forget.!
i really just love you. *TURLY*
it is turly. & deeply & lovely.
my love for you is turly..
my love for you is oso deeply..
& the day tht i have be with you... iis lovely..
all tht .. is really irreplaceble.! would you love me like i do.?
*JUST ONCE*
wont you.? the moments whn i saw you, i just dun even dare to look at you.
because i cant face the fact. i really cant.!
i just want to forget you. but i dunnoe what should i do to really let me forget you llahhs.
it is so tough.! ))X
i felt tht i have been so foolish & silly to do all tht just for you.
and yet nnow .. i just get back nothing but just all the hurt & tears..
myy tears started dripping whnever i think bck of you.
it hurts me really lots.
i just hope tht euu canns really understand more ... ...
-FOOLISH & SILLY GURL.
boy;iloveyou deeply.
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
5:52 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007 Y
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
5:47 AM
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boy; i canns stay with you forever and even more.
if you are mine... how i wish every each day i canns hug you tight tight..
haiis.. but too bad.. i cant.! )):X you are always in my heart.!
i will always love you .. i cant live without you.
i need you to stay at my side forever and even more.. would you stay with me.?
would you promise to love me just Once.?
just once.. really just once. i promise i will really cherrish & treasure tht once.!
it is not fair.. no matter how hard i try to catch.. i will always failed.
just like catching the star in the sky... i always try to catch.. but it is impossible to
catch.! whye.!!! it is really not fair.. i want you.! but just cant.
WHYE. Life is tough.
sometimes it might just hurt you anytime. and even everyday.!
i really miss you every each day. my heart sank whn i knew tht you dun even
show a care to me. it really hurts me lots.
my heart break whn i knew tht you dun even love me at all.
tht is all i get. -my heart breaks just for you, my tears just drop for you anytime, tht is all i get
in the end.! although i dun really done much for you..
but ... ... i just get all this in the end..!
do you think is fair to me..? i am so sad llahhs.
how i wish you canns just lend me your shoulders.! sometimes i really need it.
i am tired llahhs.! i am sick of getting any hurt again.! overall ... i just felt so tired
luving you.! nnow, i just wish to let go everything. -just let go..!
but i cant.! it is tough..
it is really tough.!
boy; no matters in good times & bad times...
i will always be here to support you all along.
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
5:13 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007 Y
.... ....
bbabey; i am addicted to love you.
give me your perfect care and i promise i will give you too.
will you.?
give me your warm hug and i will give you mine too.
will you.?
give me your sweetest smile and let me remenber for life.
will you.?
be my sweetest drug. will you.?
my heart is just open for you..
it is just for you to enter.
would you be here to enter my heart..
-boy; i really cant forget you.
you are just like the sun tht helps us to keeps warm.
you are just like the river tht helps the fish to swim.
-if the worlds doesn`t have a sun, this world would be dark & cold.
-if the fish do not have the water.. the fish might die.
UNDERSTAND..
iloveyou. ineedyou.
luving a person doesn`t look easy.
forgetting a person tht you love, it is more harder.
-boy; would you enter my heart.?
would you give me your perfect care..
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
7:45 AM
Y
haiis..
so siians llahhs..
today whole day stay at home doing nothing..
-just playing computer.. haiis.. so siians nahhs.
wahhh... so fast, tmr must go sch again. haiis..
so boring llorrhs. go sch listen to teacher at there nag nag nag.
haiis.. exam oso coming ller.! haiis.. hate studies so much llahhs.
whye dunchs we enjoy our life without studying..!
study for what..! just make our life harder.
so what if study really help us in the future.. nnow oso need suffer..! haiis.
whye dunchs study be more enjoyable... let us enjoy mahhs.
right.? haha :D
hehe..
-studies sux.!
ihatestudy..!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
7:40 AM
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流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
7:38 AM
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流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
3:18 AM
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流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
1:40 AM
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-boy; you are my sweetest drug tht i addicted to. -iloveyou llahs.
getting more love & more love for you.
i felt tht i really cant forget you.!
ineedyou.! i had addicted to love you so much.
would you be mine.?
-if you love me, you would know how much i really love you.!
my love for you is countless.
i hope you will care more about it.
everytimes whn i saw you online.. i wish tht i am the one you are chatting to.
everytimes whn i saw you, i hope i am the one you hugs.. & you love.
everytimes whn i saw your phone number... how i wish i am the one who you are msg to.
its ture.! its real.! i cant forget all the memories tht we had..
i cant forget you.
boy; love me,will you.? just once.
i know we is impossible. that`s is why i decide not to tell you.
would you give me your perfect care.?
i promise i will cherrish & treasure.!
but i know tht you wont do tht.
every kisses & loves & hugs tht you had given to her,
is just hurting me. its hurts me really lots.
how i wish i canns really stop luving you..
but ... ... you make me kept think back of you.
i want you to stay by my side. will you.?
-NO. that is the answer you had given to me by seeing your action.
if you are willing to say one fake words -iloveyou. i am oso willing to hear tht.
i will be glad although it is fake. because i really love you deep.
but i know, you wont say tht to me.. somehow i really feel like telling you the truth.
but i cant.! haiis.. times really past very fast.. )):X
i want back those memories tht i have be with you.
bbabey; hold me tight. will you.?
my sweetest drug.
-iloveyou.
that girls ; jialing.
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
12:00 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007 Y
wahh.. so llong never post ller horrhs.. haha :D
-lazy mahhs.. haha..
nnow is alrdy 3.35pm going to 4 midnight ller..
getting tired and tired ller llahhs.
yawns.. yawns.. Zzz
wahahhas.. todayy so fun llahhs.
go hougang mall with myy bbaobeiixs xiingans JIALI..
& bbaobeiixs llaogong ANNA.. wahahhas..
go there buy things.. & shop shop here & there.. wahahhas..
thn night go kara0kae siing.. wahhahas..
so fun llahhs. at there we like crazy llorrhs. haha.. ((:X
so fun..! rreally so fun llahhs.
thn after the KTV.. go plaza meet friends panda.. & weii shan & adel & alex & xiao derrick & niunaii .. jialing.. many llahhs.thn go sllack till about 12somethings thn go hm ller..
thn anna llaogong cum my hse till 2or 3 somethiing llahhs.. so fun sia.!
next tym go again.. haha ((:X
iloveyou all tons and tons..
sm00chiies.. <33
wanna go sleep ller.. so tired llahs.
bet tmr wake up late late ller.. haha ((:X
yawns.. yawns.. sleepy.!
@_@!!! haha..
nites; everyones..!
mwarks..
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
12:30 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 Y
haiis.. this few days, i have been
thinking of you llahhs.
-just really cant concentrate on my studies.
what should i do.?
dun i want to forget you...!
haiis.. so fan llahhs.
i just kept on thinking of you..
even ; having lesson, eating, bathing...
haiis.. how cn i stop all this rubbish..
the more i love you, the more hurts i get.
every kisses , miss , loved that you had given to her,
is just hurting me.. i want to forget you from now on. but...
the moments i want to start... my mind is full of your faces & smile again.
cant i just forget you.?
in the first place i shouldn`t love you derrhs llahhs. nnow is all too late ller.
haiis.. yawns.. )):X
tried of all this things. always loved loved loved.. ((X
although i cant stay with you, but i cn love you.
although i not really understand you well, but i cn try on it.
although i not fit to be your loveones, but i cn think of you.
............. iloveyou llahhs.!
how am i gonna forget..?
thats girl; jialing.
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
8:41 AM
Saturday, July 14, 2007 Y
luviing you is just like the world going to end..
how cn i forget.? i really love you deep.
every each dayy without you, i kept on thiinking of you.
what should do.? what cn i still do for you.?
-really nothing at all.? boyy;iloveyou llahhs.
would there be a chance.?
that dayy was so fun ever llahhs.. still rmb not.?
hope you still llahhs. haiis...
imissyou lots.! every each day.. just wonder whr you go...
cant you just show some concern to me.i want your concern.! i want you..
i miss your smile llahhs.
say ture derrhs.. i oso dunnoe whye i kept thinking of you..
maybe is that i really miss you deep. i cant forget you.!
because i kept luving you non-stop.. whye.!
it is not fair.... i want to stay with you.
luving you make me felt that i am useless..
boy i just wish you to love me.. that`s enough..
never ask for more..
boy;; i loveyou.!!
cant everr forget you..
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
11:43 PM
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haiis.. stupid llahhs. keep thiinking of you.!
trying to forget you,yet my mind is all full of your faces.!
stupid llahhs. i am so useless llorrhs. just trying to forget, but yet just cant.!
what the fuck llahhs.
i cant stop thiinking of you llahhs. just really cant stop luving you oso. whye.?
nnow is alrdy going to 3pm (midnight) ller llahhs. [ tried. ] yawns.. yawns.. Z.zz
haiis... wanna go sleep ller llahhs. felt so tried.! todayy go bugiis with jiali xiingans,
anna llaogong and yuping darling.. wahhhhh so fun llahhs. but if you go, it would be more fun llahhs.! but i know cant.! haiis.. sad sad )):
i really dun wish to care anymore.! i want myy new & rocks life llahhs.
i just wiishing that myy love for you will stop.. i really feel like stoping it.!
but i cant.! although i say to myself that i believe one day, it will still happens.
but .... .... forgetting you have a greats pains inside my heart. i just cant let go.
how should i force myself to let go of it.? how should i force myself to stop luving you.?
haiis.. just really hope that it will just stop carry on.!
-loves; that girls : jialing.!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
11:39 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007 Y
wahahahas..
i miss my fone so much llahhs.
just hoping that i cn get back right nnow.
haiis.. all thanks to the stupid teacher llahhs.!
what the fuck.! i no fone ller llahhs.
i hate you llahhs. i need my fone back.!
haiis.. i miss myy fone so much llahhs. really lots sia.!
if not, right nnow, maybe msgiing or listening to MP3 player ller llorrhs.
fucking teacher llahhs.. haiis...
s0 sad.. )):
-mummyy, monday right.?
must help me take back horrhs..
thanks ya.! iloveyou llahhs.
loveyou till siia0s llahhs.
myy precious mummyyy & daddiie..
mwarks..
i just ren and ren and ren.!
very fast derrhs..
dun worriied (jialing.!)
will be fine derrhs right.!
( encourage myself ) haha ((:X
stupid llahhs. haha ((:
right.. haha..
i really damm miss my phone llahhs.
I WANT MY PHONE BACK.!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
9:35 AM
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haiis..i am going to forget you ller.
[serious]. i am trying.! i felt that luving you is just like
the world going to end. i dun want.! i just want a happiie life.
i dun want all this things. i know no matter how hard i try to love you,
-even cry for you, just do anything for you... you oso wont felt any
touching derrhs. & you wont love me am i rite.!
myy sadless, do you really know.!?
you cn all say no. but cant you just show more little care for me.?
i am crazy all about you. every each day, i show myy concern for you.
i show everythiings.! i show that i miss you lots. all this thiings , you cn show some
understand.? i hate the way you treat me. i really hate it.
although i dunnoe you well, although i am not really perfect, although i am not
the best to you.. but at least i cn love you am i right..
i know you wont felt anything. you wont felt touching..
but all i have done, is that all worthly.?
-no.? because you dun love me at all.
giving out doesn`t means i stop luving you. is just that
i really have no more breath to love you. same, i am going to forget you.!
i dunnoe whether i cn or cannot. but i just gonna fight for it.
i believe one day i will.! i can.! i wont cry for you again..
i wont do any foolish things for you again.. because you dun really shows your care.
what is the point of luving you, whn you dun shows your actions.?
you make me felt that i am useless & silly & stupid.
i cn only say that... .... thanks for giving me Once the beautiful memories that
i promise myself not to forget.! i wont.!
-one day i am really going to shout out.... i alreadly forget you.!
i wont love you anymore.! i will. i believe everyones cn do it, if you
really wants it.! everythings that happens shows a reason..
i just wanna know the reason.! i want to know.!
would you really shows your care to me just once.?
would you love me just once.? just really really once. and thats enoughs.
i wont ask for more..! really.
would you.? haiis.. nvm.! i am trying to forget you nnow
and i dun thiink that i cant.! i believe this will happens one days.
one days.. i will shout out loud loud and say that i has alreadly forget you ller.
the last time i say; -boyy,iloveyou.!
-it ends.
mwarks.. ((:X
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
9:01 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Y
haiis..
at sch so siians llorrhs.! no freedom derrhs.
always must listen what teachers say.!
stupid llahhs. haha ((:
homework so many.! just like the tap keep coming down
like that.. aiiy0y0.! still need exam derrhs.
haiis.. really so tried llahhs.!
todayy at class just wanna take photo with myy bba0beiixs
sayangg (SHUHUI) nia llorrhs. thn teacher walk past..
call me go out give her the handphone.! stupid rite.
3rd time lia0s llehhs.. haiis.! so suayy llahhs.
-worriied that dad will scold me llorrhs.
-worriied that mummyy dun wanna go take back llorrhs.
cheebye llahhs. FUCK OFF LLAHHS. the teacher..
haiis.. nnow no handphone lia0s.
so strange llorrhs. so bu zi zaii llahhs.
haiis.. i want back my ph0ne.! i want back...!
would teacher just give me a chance.? i want it. please.. )):
i promise wont take out anymore ller llahhs. give me back llahhs.!
stupid teacher.. )): conviscate for what..!
nnow no phone lia0s llorrhs.. you happy lia0s llahhs.!
sii teacher.! give me back llahhs.. haiis.. )):
really regret what i had done ller llahhs.
=(( would god please help me...
ineed my handphone.! i want back my phone.!
-mummyy & daddiie, i am sorry for what i had done.
would you all just go my sch and help me take it back.?
i really need back my phone. )): i`m sorry.!
i promise i wont everr take out again.!
i wont make my promise useless.! i wont take out anymore ller.
haiis.. hope mummyyy will be free this friday.!
all hope that she will rreally go llahhs.
i am sure no one parents will harm ownself child derrhs rite.
horrhs ; mummyy.? & daddiie.?
haha ((: haiis.. dunnoe whye, todayy
teacher siia0s siia0s derrhs llahhs.. giive so many homework.!
nnow still hnvt even done one of them yet. hehes.!
lazyy llorrhs.! so tried llahhs. feel like lyiing down on the bed llorrhs.
Z.zz )): could someone just help me do all the homework.? haha.
-dream on.! i am just dreaming llahhs.
stupid llahhs. haha ((:
mummyy;will you be free this friday.? say yes llahhs.
just one more time llahhs.!
trust me.! the last.no more...
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
3:41 AM
Monday, July 9, 2007 Y
haiis.. myy life is just like a mess.
who knows.!? -only me.
whn i really need helps & or company, who cn i rreally talk to & share with...?
-not you at all. haiis..
whye.!? ineedyou.
it seems to be like a mess, always need to worried here worried there.
same times, need to study.! hate study so much llahs. haiis..
-wonder if i cn no need study.-wonder if this world, love doesn`t exists at all.!?
was that be more wonderful.?
wonder cn you sh0w me more your concern & care.?
i really need it. everyday i just keep on thiinking of you non-stop.
sometimes i do really envy some of my friends.
because they have the wishes that really come ture.
but whenever it comes to me, that is always -no.!
i cn say i dun really believe in miracle, coz miracle wont really appear on me.!
it is not fair.! whye.!?
how i wish one day , miracle really will come to me.
i want it.! haiis.. wonder would god just lead a life with you.!?
ineedyou. iwantyou.
-boy, no matter in good times, bad times,
i cn just say that i would always be in your side.
because iloveyou.! ~no one can really replace you in my hearts.
-never.! if you are mine,i promise i will cherrish & tresure you for life.
never will i leave you, if you are mine.!
haiis.. boy, would you really show your little care to me sometimes.?
you make me think that i was ; useless & stupid & silly.
do i really look that mahs.? .... ....
you might think that i just love you, nothing else.?
but you make me think that you are important.!
you are the one i love. you are the one that i am willing to give you
everything.! but perhaps i might not have the chance to give you everything.!
whye.? i dun want.! i want to stay with you , with all my life.
cant you just love me ONCE.?
Once will do. i just need that once.!
perhaps god just wont put me & you together.
but whye.? everything happen with a reason.!
what is the REASON.!? i want to know it.
i want to change it. but i cant.!
-would you just understand me more.?
-would you love me just once.?
-would you let me cherrish you.?
-would miracle come to me.?
-would you just msg me.?
-would you .... ....
all the answer cn all be no.!
i know. you no need tell me, i oso know llers.
so sad. feel lyk wanna tell you that iloveyou.
woaiiniis.! but i know i cant.! because i dun have the yonq qi.!
-❤boy,hold me tight.
iloveyou.woaiiniis.
ineedyou & iwantyou & imissyou & and iloveyou.
4 words to say to you.
you are important.!
-irreplacble. never.!
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
7:00 AM
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wahahhas..
todayy 1.30pm jiu end sch ller llehs.
hahaha =))
thn xiingans jiali jiu use her friends handphone msg me llorrhs.
ask me wanna meet for lunch.!?
thn afterthat i call myy precious nuerhs! siiewhuii cum together oso llorrhs.
wahahhas.. fun llahs.! meet ller jiu walk to 205
packet the yummyy porriige.!
wahhhh.. its rreally so yummyy llahs.
((: theyy all funnyy sia.
go fun to stay with them llahs.
hahaha.. iloveyou all lots llahs.!
but sadd llahs.. felt bba0beiixs llaogong ( anna ) &
myy precious darliing nehs.
haiis.. so sadd llehs. we alrdy so llong never 5 ppl go out together ller llehs.
miss the fun so much llahs.! wahahhas..
but nvm llahs. - we will be meetiing up derrhs.!
coz we will never everr fen kaiis.!
no one cn replace our SISTER LOVES LLAHS.
it iish precious.iloveyou all rreally lots.
at last go 240 there sllack llorrhs. waullao.
at there myy XIINGANS JIALI keep on bully me sia.
sad sad llahs. no llahs. actually oso not rreally bully llahs.
iish just tickle and tickle haha.!
so ithchy sia.! Eeeeeeee.. haha.
tickle till myy neck so paiin sia. haha =))
but fun llahs. just like CRAZY WOMEN running up and down.
-siia0s kia llorrhs. wahahhas.. ((:
thn the end about 6somethiing jiu went hm ller. wahahhas..
at blk sllack de shii hou, keep on xiiang qii ..... .....
haiis.. sad llahs.! still drop tears llehs.
haiis.. =)) but heng i gorts myy precious xiingans & precious nuerhs,
by myy side support me. thanks.! iloveyou all rreally tons.
-precious nuerhs siiewhuii, precious xiingans jiali,bba0beiixs llaogong anna, precious darling yuping.
in good times, in bad times,
i will be at your side forever.
that iish what i am your friends.! & your siister.
that iish what we share.!
woaiiniis mens tons.~
OUR SISTER LOVES IS COURTLESS.
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流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
6:28 AM
Sunday, July 8, 2007 Y
wahhhh.. todayy fun sia.
wahahhas.. g0 sllack with anna & siewhui. [bba0beiixs llaogong & precious nuerhs.!]
at first peiis anna go buy top up card at 205.
afterthat go there packet porrige. wahahhas..
yummyy yummyy.haha =))
thn afterthat jiu go blk 240 sllack ller llorrhs.
anna & siiewhuii damm funnyy llahs.
iloveyou you all lots llahs.
one iish myy precious nuerhs.! another iish myy bbaobeiixs llaogong.!
wahahas.. iloveyou all rreally tons.
aiiyy0.. still left 1 more... myy precious darliing (yuping)
wahahhas.. she todayy gorts pian0 lesson so cannot meet us. nvm
next tiime.! we still have many chances to meet derrhs. dun worriied worrhs.
haha. ((: we will wait fer you to meet us derrhs.!
coz we are the SISTERS FOREVERS.! no one cn let us fen kaiis.!
wahahhas.. thn afterthat gorts a big big raiin nehs.!
wahahhas.. wahhhhh we run in the raiin siia. haha
but not rreally that wet llahs. thn go carpark wanna walk to
234. thn anna & siewhuii keep wanna fell down sia.
funnyy llorrhs.! we have rreally lots of fun.
although we never rreally go shoppiing or any places but....
sllackiing with you all & have fun with you all
thats iish rreally enoughs.! because we are always together.
no matter at where or anywhere. you all are myy BEST.!
of coz myy precious darliing oso.! SISTERS FOR LIFE.!
thn afterthat i goiing back hm ller. coz i need to go myy
grandparents hse for dinner. see ; i veryy guaiis horrhs.
still will go grandparents hse derrhs nehs. haha. lols..
sadd llahs. )): todayy i gtg so early. but nvm llahs.
we have lots of fun oso mahs. haha. =))
we will be meetiing everytimes oso derrhs. so dun worriied haha ((:
still gorts many many chances.! hahaha.
precious nuerhs & bbaobeiixs llaogong & precious darling
i cant rreally live without you all. you all brighten up myy day.!
so fun to be with all of you guys. iloveyou all llahs.! sm00chiies.
mwarks mwarks mwarks.! thanks fer letting me so happy.
whn i sick you all show your concern & zhao gu.. all that iish rreally so touchiing.!
iloveyou all rreally tons.~ SISTERS LOVE NOW&FOREVER.
thn night go grangparents hse for dinner.
wahhhhh.. the food iish so yummyy.! wahahas.
iloveit.thanks for the meal.!
wahhhh .. at there myy rreal blood kor & me keep on tou tou
takiing the food to eat whn hvnt start the dinner llorrhs.
so funny llahs.! haha..
kor , although sometimes we will quarrel but we oso have our
BROTHERS & SISTER LOVES LLAHS.. haha
=)) iloveyou too llahs. of coz and myy precious precious parents.!
hahahhas..
thiis dayy iish myy precious dayy everr.! iloveit.!
wahahhas.. mwarrks.
sm00chiies.. <33
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
7:43 AM
Saturday, July 7, 2007 Y
imissyou & iloveyou & ineedyou & iwantyou.!
would you let me be your lladyy.?
iwant.! iwant.!
god had fated everything.
but god never put me and you together.!
he never.! maybe i shouldn`t love you in the frist place.
but god had fated everythiing.!
i cant blame anythiing. i cant give out you.!
from the day i know you i am not sure whether
there iish a feeling.! i didn`t realise that.
but afterthat... i started luving y0u.!
god had fated me to love you but yet ... he
never put us together.! whye.?
i want to stay with y0u with all myy whole life.
i am willing. are y0u.?
i know you wont love me no matter what.!
but ... i just simply love you.
imissyou. imiss your smile. imiss that dayy so much.!
all over i just simply love you & miss you.!
i cant stop all this stupid thiings since i know that
we are *impossible*. but i just rreally cant control.!
over and over i just cry for y0u. i keep thinking of you.
could all this thing just stop.?
i dun want.! i want to start a new life.! i want back those happy days.
i just want to being a happy girl.! i want myy ture-love.
and where is it nnow.?
god had just played me.!
it seems like ; i am useless.! & i am stupid.! & i am silly.!
do i rreally look that.?
i wanna change it.!
would god just help me stop all this stupid fucking things.!?
i rreally dun wanna be like this.!
i want a happyy life at all times. i dun want this type of life.!
it is so miserable.!!
how i wish i could rreally find a ture-love and cn rreally stay with
him forever.! but i kn0w that nothing in this world is forever derrhs.
but i just wish that.! since i and him shouldn`t be together, thn
could god just help me forget him.? let me rreally forget him.
i dun want to love him anymore.! it is rreally miserable.!
since we iish impossible. whye should i keep on wastiing my time.!
but y0u are the onlyy & one that i cant rreally let go.
h0w.? -boy,would you hold me close.? -just you & me.
boy, i just cn say ; you are irreplaceble.
no one cn ever replace y0u.! no one.!!
haiis.. myy life iish so siians norrhs.!
~cannot see you daily. ~no any msg from y0u.
what cn i still d0 for you.? -nothing at all.?
bbabey-i just need the potion of love from you.!
would you willing to give me .
i need it.& and i want it.
❤bbabey; iloveyou.-
that girl;jialing-!
-sweet memories. sweet moments.
流泪是因为我太爱你 ; Boy, ILoveYou.
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